Saturday, August 23, 2008

Celebrating my DaD(s)!!

I would have been a very different person without the Master in my life. My entire life would have taken disastrous turn if not for the Master. Because of the influence He has on my life, I am what I am today. Now, my life revolves around "Knowing God, Loving God and Living for God".“No eye has seen, no ear has heard,and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love him.”(I Corinthians 2:9)

For any relationship
, the first step is the "Getting to know time", and it is my experience that any relationship will be a cakewalk, if we put some effort on this stage. It's the same with God, we sometimes tend to concentrate more on "loving"God without actually getting to know Him, His nature and His heart. That could be the reasons why we sometime land up frustrated. "And may you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love really is."(Ephesians 3:18)

Its my dad's birthday today and I thank God for him.

Though we are one family, we are separate individuals in the sight of God. I believe God put us together because we had abilities that would complement each other to fulfil each other's destiny during our lifetime."Their responsibility is to equip God’s people to do his work and build up the church, the body of Christ"(Ephesians 4:12)

I don't know how I help fulfil my mum's, and dad's and sister's destiny, but I definitely know the role each one plays to fulfil mine.

My dad.... it is definitely the opportunities and the provisions that he has provided that made me reach this far. But restricting my dad's role in my life to just a provider would be a terrible mistake.

I could understand a lot about God himself through my dad. My dad has prototyped many of His qualities in his life. Getting to know my dad, helped me to know my Master better. Those of you guys reading, may think that this is just a birthday-flatter-blog-entry. Just hold on..this is not what you think!!

My dad's favourite phrase "I don't want to be an average father", when this rings through my ear; God says, "You see that!! that's how I AM". Just like my Father Lord, my dad does a lot of things to prove that He's not an average father. God led me through lot of struggles so that He can break the strongholds of my life, my dad too teaches tough lessons so that I can break free from my cocoon.

Sometimes I feel I've achieved a lot and I got to God, and I don't hear anything like a pat on my back instead; God says "Hey!! you can do better than that", my dad's the same; never really comes out with appreciation until he's sure that I've used my entire potential. Does this discourage me, not at all it encourages me to do better.

My Master has very high standards, he has disciplined me many times through His Word and circumstances in my life pressurizing me to keep the standard and not slip away. My dad too is very fussy about quality never allowing us to compromise in any way.

God never makes decisions for me. In spite of His infinite wisdom, He gives me a chance. This is what we call "Free Will". He is God, yet he respects my individuality and allows me to have my choice. He does not choose for me and make me a slave but teaches me to how to choose and stands beside to see His lessons work. My dad too never compels me into his way, but taught me to be in the right by myself. "The paths of the Lord are true and right, and righteous people live by walking in them"(Hosea 14:9)

Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father"(John 14:12) . This is a hard thing to say; but Jesus makes that declaration very easily. Because that's the plan for us in His mind, to see us do greater things than Himself. My dad too is always talking about how I should do better than him and reach higher heights. That is an attribute which only fathers have.

My Father is the Holy of Holies, All Pervading Powerful God, but there He goes; playing with me, caressing me, hugging me and reassuring me in His presence. One day in college I was dreaming about cornetto ice-cream; I badly wanted to eat this ice-cream.I returned home really very tired , and opened the fridge (A part of my daily routine!!) . I was shocked, surprised that I literally bounced off the floor. My favourite praline flavoured cornetto stood there begging me to pick it up. "By day the LORD directs his love, at night his song is with me"(Psalm 42:8)

My dad too is very creative in developing new ways to cuddle me up and pamper me. He calls me funny names, brushes my head with a kiss whenever he is around, affectionately strokes my head when I am working late hours at night, massages my legs when I am asleep. All of this is his way of telling, "you are my most precious possession".

My God-who created the entire universe from vacuum, does not require me to share His heart. He can execute all His plans by Himself, but He chooses to do it through me. He talks to me from His Word about His vision for the dying World and calls me to be a part of His kingdom building business.The King of Majesty is humble enough to share His thoughts and feelings with an ordinary inadequate girl like me."I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last."(John 15:15-16)

I have brainstorming sessions with my dad, he shares his ideas, his strategies. He discusses with me as if I was a very important decision maker. This makes me feel important and intrigues me to step into an entirely different sphere of life. This kind of communication is the key to our relationship.

My dad helps me understand the nature of My Father , our spiritual conversations hardly last for a few minutes, but the lessons I've learnt about God from him are worth more than many hours of talk."For the kingdom of God is not a matter of talk but of power."(I Corinthians 4:20)

In this way, this man, born on this day who became my father by God's perfect plan to fulfil my destiny.

Wait a sec!!! Though he is my dad; he is simply God's child, and together we are learning about God and getting to understand Him better....

Saturday, August 16, 2008

21st century Josephs!!

I have learnt a lot of lessons from the life of Joseph (the son of Jacob). The 17 year old guy, the father's pet, with lots of dreams and aspirations about his life was sold as a slave for 20 pieces of silver. He was at that time a naive, inexperienced, adolescent unaware of the dark wicked world.

He kept the commands of God when God didn't do anything good for him at all. First he was in the pit, then in the prison. He had a choice, he could compromise and become more comfortable or obey God and suffer. He chose the second option. Because he truly loved God.

I have seen many Josephs in my life. My grandfather, My mother, my best friend and many others. But right now I'd like to talk about someone in my church. I don't know much about her, I only heard her testimony in our youth meeting and I felt that her life is worth a mention.

A simple looking girl, not from a Christian family, but passionate about God and His ways. She got baptized without the knowledge of her parents, only to see them furious when they came to know about it. Coming late to church and leaving early (A condition so that her parents allow her), she would have caught the eyes of many 'spiritual' christians. Waking up early to finish extra household chores to convince her mom to allow her for youth retreats.

When the time for marriage came, she was firm that she'd not be yoked to an unbeliever making her the parents all the more angry."You've become bad-mouthed and arrogant" her mother said. Her pain was further aggravated when 'christian' proposals refused her because of her hindu 'background' (As if the power of Jesus can only work if your 'background' is Christian!!). Arguments, insults, discouragement and fear was all that she got in return for her perseverance to be a child of God.

Without the freedom to pray and without anyone to encourage her. She trusted God and prayed tears. "I'd open my mouth to cry aloud, but I could'nt because mom would be sleeping beside me, I'd groan in tears all night." she said. There came a point when she could take it no more, and she said "God, if you don't do anything now, I'll take it that you haven't forgiven me yet nor accepted me as your child."

God never allows anyone to be tested beyond what they can bear. There He goes!!! He gave her a Christian bridegroom and she's going to get married soon.

Its not just about her marriage. Its not just faith or 'confessions', its about OBEDIENCE and PASSION for God. That's something I've learnt from her life. When christians discouraged her she was in the 'pit-experience' and when her parents did not understand her she was in the 'prison- experience'. Wherever she was, she never compromised.

Jesus said "if you love me, you will keep my commandments". She truly loved God.

I'd like to share something that I read in a Derek Prince's Book "Living in God's Abundance".

"What is man that you make so much of him, that you give him so much attention, that you examine him every morning and test him every moment?" (Job 7:17,18). God does not test us because He is angry with us or wants to put us down.On the contrary testing is a mark of God's favour.He tests us because He wants to establish our value. A jeweller will subject gold or silver to certain tests.He does this because they are valuable.He does not bother to test common metals such as iron or tin. "But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold." (Job 23:10).

I believe that this young girl has also emerged as gold, and she will now go places and shine forth the light of God and win many lives for Christ.

She influenced me and got me to write this entry. She'd never know that her testimony was being communicated world wide through the internet.I believe that she'll continue to touch many more lives and win many souls for Christ than she ever imagined!!!

Monday, August 4, 2008

Drowned!!!

“Where did it fall?” the man of God asked. When he showed him the place, Elisha cut a stick and threw it into the water. Then the ax head rose to the surface and floated. “Grab it,” Elisha said to him. And the man reached out and grabbed it. 2Kings6:6-7

When people see me, this list would probably pop on their minds to identify me.

Name: Callie

1) Dressing sense not up to scratch.
2)Dark skin tone
3)Gapped teeth
4)Messy curly hair
5)A terrible bore
6)Extremely poor at sports
7)Weak in Maths
8)Untidy and real big appetite.
9)Moody
10)Highly obsessed.

But I believe that when God sees me He uses only one unique identifier.

Name: Callie: #MY PURPOSE#

In him we were also chosen,having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will.(Ephesians 1:11)

While we use many parameters to identify those around us God identifies people only by the purpose He's assigned for them. When our purpose is completed, life expires.Our purpose is the only reason we're alive.But the plans of the LORD stand firm forever, the purposes of his heart through all generations. (Psalms 33:11)

An ax with a heavy flattened sharp iron head had a distinct use today. While it was working for other mundane things, it was picked up to cut trees to obtain logs of wood for building a new place for the prophets to meet. A special purpose indeed!!

As it began working on the trees......Alas!!!! the heavy impact caused its strong iron head to fall into the river and it drowned deep. It hit rock bottom. It couldn't fulfil its special purpose.It was useless and would ultimately become a rusted piece of metal.

Seeing this; Elisha, the man of God cut a stick and threw it into water. A stick?? It can only produce ripples on the surface of water... but this stick brought the iron ax head to float.The ax head could now fulfil its special purpose.

I was strong, talented and bubbling with potential. But while I was working, I got stripped apart and was thrown into the waters of depression,failure, rejection, pain, accusation and loss. Having no where to turn, everything was dark and cold. I became weak, dispassionate, and was just being wasted away in a place where no one noticed.

Because God wanted to make the unchanging nature of his purpose very clear to the heirs of what was promised, he confirmed it with an oath...(Hebrews 6:17)

This is when the Cross entered my life. An unappealing, humble wooden cross. It was the power of this Sacrifice that helped me get back on the surface, and ultimately back to the tree to fulfil my PURPOSE.

The power of the Cross is incomprehensible."This man was handed over to you by God's set purpose and foreknowledge; and you, with the help of wicked men, put him to death by nailing him to the cross"(Acts2:23). We enter into a reconciliation with our Divine Creator because of believing that the Sacrifice of Jesus Christ was for us. When this happens, we get back on track to fulfil our PURPOSE , life gets a meaning and our hearts are filled with peace.

Money, relationships, status, power are the resources God puts in our life so that we can fulfil our PURPOSE. Sometimes even after becoming 'saved' , 'born-again' , 'Spirit-filled' Christians we lose our purpose, that's because we begin to focus our entire life(sometimes even our Salvation!) to earn these stuff and to keep us more comfortable instead of recognizing and using these things that belong to God to live up to and execute our PURPOSE.

If we've hit rock bottom and drowned deep, its only the Power of Jesus Christ.The power of a renewed commitment, that will get us to float so that we're picked up to perform our special PURPOSE!!!

For it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.
(Philippians 2:13)

Hearing the Master's voice more clearer...

I started writing for my blog because I wanted to discipline myself to write regularly. I've been putting down little experiences with God that have influenced my way of life. But now I've decided to direct the blog into working on Scriptural devotions. Not that I'm going to completely avoid writing experiences but I think I should focus more on The Word. This would discipline my Bible reading and get me to write more Spirit filled stuff.

For those who've encouraged me....Thank you very much and continue reading...